It's been... 7 years?

I can't believe it. I tried denying it in my head.

But my heart tells me different thing.

I was driving around the small town nearby our village and it's right there. 

The bench. 

When I saw it, all the memories rushing into my head, I felt this heaviness inside my chest. 

My thoughts are all over the place, I can't think straight. 

I don't know what I'm thinking. The past, the present, the future.

The possible and the impossibe. 

When my head is clear again, I realized, deep within my heart, I still love him.

I know. It's been 7 years.

I know.

But I can't lie. Not to myself.