I Promise

No matter what happen, I'll be there for you.

Exams!!

... But I still prefer exams compared to port folio days.

Thank God it's over! I was really nervous as i didn't manage to find some of my working models and what I did was printing out all photos that I have and made a compilation.

but yeah. now what's left is to pray that I'm going to pass this studio.

Or I guess I'll be taking over mom's business and work side by side with my parents.

Can Someone really Occupy your heart as a whole?

Letting go of that person after 8 years. Wow.

Are you sure though? Cause I'm pretty sure I don't want that as a reason that you're gonna use against me God forbid if we have a big fight in the future.

All I want is for you to be happy. 10 times, 1000 times, I can say that aloud as much as you want me to say it.

You might suffer if you're gonna stay with me, like right now in the future but I have nothing else to offer you.

Promises can be broken. I'm aware of that.

but you should already know that I have no plans of spending the rest of my life without you by my side.

Though I'll be coming home very late every single night, though you're going to see me standing there with someone that have been chosen for me by my family, do know that it's not real and what we have is something that I won't trade for anything.

Anything. Even my life.

If you were to leave me, that just know that you're taking my heart with you and I promise that I'll always be near you no matter what.

before, now and forever.

It's That Time of the Year Again

I remember about 4 years ago that if I am not gonna see that person before that date, then I guess it's better to let that person go.

Finally, the day is tomorrow. I guess I can say it's official that I'm not gonna see him even if I were to meet him in the future.

What happened a year ago was really pissing me off but this time, it's okay I guess.

I finally have another room open for you. 

Just Let It Go

You know I still feel guilty about it, right?

hey, it's okay. I know these words not gonna make you feel better but I guess it's better to extend another semester. I could see that you've been struggling with heavy loads for the past 2 semesters so this is a good thing. Now you can focus more on getting better grades as there are only few subjects per semester.

yeah, we're already going to present our proposal and it's gonna be tough as there are going to be some invited lecturers from other architecture schools as they want to see if we really have liven up to some of our lecturers' claims this semester.

Oh, I forgot to tell you that I already made some reservation at Genting this weekend.
I'll pick you up after studio tomorrow, okay!

Remember to pack extra clothes :)

When the toughs get going

Minor project 3 is just starting and I'm swamped with other assignments for other subjects. Sigh

These days I just can't concentrate. I wonder about that. How did you go through times like this, huh?

I sometimes even dreamed about drawings and whatnot. it's almost ridiculous!

I heard third year students are already busy with crits and whatnot. it's been awhile since I went to your studio.

Hmm, I wish I'm in second year already. I still can't believe I had to extend another semester. Sigh.

Keep Holding On

Know that I'm more than understand what's that about.

it's really tough even for me as well.

Knowing how to draw is one thing but with all the architectural styles vary from one to another, how to draw them is totally a different thing.

Just keep doing it. That's all. Though it might make you sick to death, that's the only way to encounter it, I swear.

I'm all ready. There are things still need to be arranged around the apartment.

..... so I guess I'll see you at home?

It's Been a Tough Week.

Honestly, the graphic subject is such a drag! We basically are doing the same as last year's and I even brought some drawings from last year! LOL

new classmates are getting more and more interested upon finding out my real age. I don't even know what so special about being 20 this year. I just wish they could just see me like other people and stop prying into my private lives. Some of them even asked whether I'm seeing someone right now or not. What?? being in early twenties means I have to date someone ALREADY?? Bullshit to that.

Anyway, I'm thinking of going out this weekend. Tell me if you're already here and I'll see to it that you're already unpacked and ready for this semester.

I Guess So

All we need to do is to pick up where we left off.

Hope for the best.

So I guess, we're back in here, huh?

The previous post was a year ago and I can't say how much I miss this.

Though it's kinda crazy for the past year, I really hope we can be like we used to.

Please.