All I Want For New Year Is You

I'm gonna be in KL this weekend. 

Can I see you then?

I Do Love You

more than you know.

Even if you chose to be with someone that I honestly think can never make you happy.

Is it Fall Already?

October is probably the most nerving month for me.

cause I know next month would be living hell as always.

Can't Wait

6 more hours and I'll be seeing you again.

You can never imagine how much I miss you.

I'm Sorry

All I want you to know that it wasn't my intention to hurt your feelings.

I've always been this way. Ever since the first time we met. It has been the same. Nothing has ever changed.

Please.

Reason

It was never clear to me the reason why you chose to be my companion.

I sometimes feel that you're just one step away from leaving me.

I always feel that you're always going to stay with me.

How can I be that person for you?

It's Raining

As the raindrops fall upon your hands, I felt something in my heart. 

As you turn your smile to me, I felt a clench in my chest. 

It was really cold but I feel nothing but warmth toward you. 

You're like an angel sent from above.. 

Embrace the darkness in me with the light of your soul. 

Be with me, stand by me. 

That Day Comes Again

... I know you'll be missing him.

He's here. With us. Forever.

Of Cherry Blossom and the little card

I suddenly remember to open grandma's gift this morning and at the bottom of the box, there's a small card with her handwriting on it. 

Wishing me all good things... and hoping that one day you can come and see her too. 

March Went By So Fast!

Minami left something for you after he went to airport this morning.

April is coming and grandma wants me to spend some time with her just before cherry blossom season begins.

One week at least.

3 Teddy Bears!

.. plus a cake from that cafe that you told me about last time, remember? The one in Harujuku! :)

Of course he can stay with us! But I guess he'll be bored as uni is starting today. From the project brief I had this morning, I think it's gonna be ugly this semester.

Make sure to pack everything.

I'll see you tonight. 

I Need a favour

Minami is asking if he can come with me as he only need to be in campus around March.

Is it okay if he stay with us? I already told him that I'm going to be busy with Heritage Studies the day after I'm back in campus.

... and he already bought you some stuffs in case you're hesitating to let him stay. hehe

Thinking of you..

.... and that book that you sent me. Hmm, it's been awhile since I last read a novel with that genre. It's haunting and it's almost impossible to put down. 

Anyway, how was last week? I didn't have internet for the whole week and I was just lazying around the house and went to dad's office to arrange few things before coming back to campus next week. 

Ah, I can't believe break is over!

Anyway, when are you flying in to KL? Tell Minami to enjoy his Winter break as much as he can, okay! I bet it's gonna be a last one for him as it's his final year in college, right? I bet he's gonna be busy starting this April. 

Say hi to Aki and Ichi for me as well. :) Thank Miyuki for the lovely email that she sent me few days ago. I already replied but in case she haven't got it. 

Safe journey, I'll pick you up at the airport so do tell me the exact time you're gonna be here.

Tomorrow.

Just one more day.

Tanaka came by yesterday as I need to discuss few things regarding Aki's wedding in June. I can't believe he really mean it when he said he want me to design the whole wedding. I have none whatsoever experience in planning a wedding for God's sake!

What's even crazier is that they're doing 2 receptions. One at my grandma's house and the second one will be at Miyuki's parent's house in Tokyo.

I think I can handle the events when it comes to my family members but I'm not sure I can handle the one at the Miyuki's place.

Ah, it's really crazy with the final presentation which ended yesterday. Thank God!

Now I can really anticipate next week with you.

I mean, tomorrow with you.

One week.

As planned, I'll be taking flight to Kuching next week so I hope you're already arranged your reservation.

it's been crazy as I haven't pack anything! Deciding on what to bring and what NOT to bring. I just bought extra luggages for my stuffs. Ugh!

The event gonna take place in that hotel as well so I don't have to worry about transport and whatnot.

it's raining almost every day these days, I bet you didn't know, right? So make sure to pack flip flops and extra jackets.

I can't wait to see you there!