Come On!!

People Change! But I do still wear them. Whenever I hang out with my lil' bro. You know him, right? He always want to wear similar clothes. Hence the hoodies and whatnot.

What? So yo don't like my new style now? You got complain, huh? Huh?

Minami got me stuffs? Aww~he's the best bro, ever!!

Wow. Aya? I bet she's pretty. Her brother is a looker. Tea? Ah, that's the best. It's been a while since I last had tea specially made by Tanaka. The taste of black tea last time still lingers in my mind even after this while.

Remember to pack everything! Especially your iPod!

I'm going to bed early as I'll be going out with mom tomorrow. Who knows what might she bought for papa this time.

P.S.: I can't wait to see you.

I Miss Those Days!

I was in my second semester in Architecture and I had my first Design Studio. So we both had to stay up all night and doing either studio works or just hanging out as if we have a care in the world.

Yeah. Remember we ordered Dominos like every week? Up to some point that the whole studio was reeks with pizza! LOL

She did? I didn't realise that she changed into AAD. I think I kind of remember she mentioned how hard it is being in LA. have to memorise all those trees name, talks about scientific names!

Me too. From the very bottom of my heart, I really am thankful for that night.

I wonder where all those white hoodies, baggy pants that you used to wear. You're so obsessed with white thingies!

I'll be flying in on 8th too. So I guess we meet at the airport? I haven't checked the schedule yet but whoever arrived first will have to wait for the other.

Tanaka's sister, Aya will be coming with me. She makes the best tea in the world. Well, second after her brother but you get the gist. Minami wanted to come a long but college is starting too. So... But he got you some stuffs from Harajuku. Hope you'll love them.

Okay. I'll see you. In my dream tonight.

You and Your Coffee

Yep, I remember the Starbucks Coffee VIA packets that you gave me. Saying that you don't drink 3-in-1 coffee mix. Totally made an impression on me who does that all the time.

If I were to think back how hard it is after leaving Kuantan. Leaving all those people that I care about. Thinking I might not gonna wear lab coats for the rest of my life. Thank God. Or all those G2000 working outfits won't be making much impression under those white lab coats. But I do miss it sometimes.

Life works on its own way. We may try to change our lives but sometimes, we just have to accept that we can't control certain things. People meet, say goodbye. Missing each other.

Again and again I have to thank for whatever reason that brought us together on that event o that night. It was nice remembering that you were there during those difficult times especially when I first learned how to draw. It was crazy, really!

Haha. I remember that sempai. If i'm not mistaken she changed to Applied Art Design Department right about the time when I first entered degree level.

Oh well. few more days left and I haven't pack a thing! Thank God it's not gonna be a long flight like yours. I'll be flying to KL on 8th of September. How about you?

It's really a brain teaser isn't it?

Thinking about the past, present and the future. All those "what ifs".

To think all the way back to why I even here with you is also rather an intriguing part of the big question.

As if it's planned. You changed your course of life. I changed my course of life.

And we meet at the very small coincidence and looking at us now, how big we both are in each other's lives..

Now that I remember. The night that I met you, during the faculty event, I was supposed to be somewhere else that night. I wasn't supposed to be in that particular the event but a friend didn't make it and I was the stand-in. If not, I'll be at my regular cafe and surf Internet, drinking coffee and probably met someone else.

You see how life is so full of wonderful things?

Huh. I guess I have to thank that sempai from Landscape Architecture.

I Think So Too...

But when I think about it again and again... We clicked in merely a week. It took only a week for us to change from being Facebook friends to hang-out-at-each-other-room-at-2-a.m..

So yes. Even though I might be crazy busy at that time, doing third year projects and whatnot, I still think we're gonna be exactly like today.

What might be changed? I don't know. Would I pull those I-am-your-sempai crap? Well, without pulling that, I still help you doing your models. You still come down to my studio before CRIT. So I think we would be just fine back then.

But what about now? I still think about the possibilities.

What would happened? Am I in UK already? Or maybe head to Japanese architectural firm?

I don't know about what the future would bring but I rather be with you. If I can change the past, alter the future, I would remain in the present with you.

Would You Have Met Me?

I believe you would. If you were to graduate in 2010, then I would be your junior. Sempai!! LOL

Aside of that, indeed you're one year older than me. But right now I'm your senior in this course. If we were to meet in the condition when you're my senior back then when we meet in 2010, do you think that our course of relationship would have changed? 

If we didn't spent all those nights in the studios back in your Bridging days, drawing, sketching, those crazy takeouts. Cause if you were my third year senior back then, I definitely won't get to spend not even an hour with you cause you would be either too busy with Design Studio 6 or Heritage Studies. Which is impossible. 

Yeah, we might had few conversations at KAEDFest 2010... I don't know. I might come to your studio and asked few questions especially on building constructions details and whatnot. Hmm...

What else? What do you think? 

That's from HIMYM!

Future Ellie. Haha like Future Marshall and Future Ted.

You're so right about that. I only celebrate Malaysia Day. I'm a Sabahan. Not that I don't love the other side of Malaysia, but there's nothing can beat home.

Ugh! One more week!!! I don't wanna go back to campus! Second semester in Architecture and I'm gonna have Design Studio this very semester and for the first time I feel like really wanna kill myself!

How is it that you managed all through the past 3 years? Not including those crazy prep classes at your dad's friend's firm?

I still have friends asking why did I changed into Architecture. I know, right? 2 years doing Foundation in Biological Science, and one year doing Biomedical Science. It feels like dream those days I spent in Kuantan. Really. Sometimes I wonder if I didn't go through life in Kuantan. Would I be here today? Would I meet her? I probably would just have brushes off our shoulders during those times she had to stay in Gombak Campus.

Would I meet you? Cause if I were to calculate, I would have graduate from Bachelor of Science in Architecture for about 2 years now. Probably considering to continue to Part 2 somewhere in UK.

Like you said, that's life, right?