Thinking

About so many things recently...

Of course, all those thoughts are revolving around you.

I'm actually thinking of coming up with a concept of my dream house.

Will you do the honour to work with me?

ESS Is Awesome!

What can I say. It's my favourite subject after all!

I especially love the last question. I tore the questions papers apart and got myself greater view.

I really hope that I can get at least B in that subject. Everybody knows that The Queen is very strict in terms of marking students papers.

So far, 2 down, 2 more to go!

Just Wanna Wish...

You good luck in your Environmental Science and System 1 tomorrow~

All the best in your favourite subject!

Been Flipping These Notes

... But I don't really have much registered in my brain as for now.

What can I say, I hate Mondays. Especially today.

... Me too. Been begging the imaginary you to go somewhere else in my head so I can study properly.

It's Sunday

...and basically I don't have to do.

Well, that's a lie of course. I have tons of things to do but I just can't find the will in me to do just about anything.

What I can do, right this second, is that to lie on this bed, close my eyes...

...and think about you.

My Papers Suck Too!

What can I say... As you're already know, most of the kids sighed when we flipped the question papers yesterday.

Next paper gonna be on 30th. My favourite subject, ESS.

Keep fighting. For yourself, for me and our future together.

Land Survey Sucks!

The paper turned out to be so hard and I think half of the hall were sighing after opening the question papers.

What about you? How was your exam?

One Word. Exam

I cringed at th very word of examination.

Mine gonna start on 25th of May. Tomorrow.

Wish me luck and for you, best of luck in every paper!

Few More days

Then, it's gonna be exam's week for both of us.

Can't wait for all of this to be over!

Nothing Much

Other than being a part time maid in the house, I basically didn't do much around the apartment. 

I know. I want to see you too. 

I wanted to see you

But since it's the revision week right now, I guess I'll have to wait.

You even have the gut to run back to your bro's apartment.

How could you?

Though It's Unlikely But...

There were some turning of events and I kinda bailed out in the middle of those situations.

All of a sudden I decided not to get involved in whatsoever that was happening so for the first time I didn't ignore bro's request to join him this weekend. 

She Came

To see you. I know. So I guess I won't be seeing you this weekend, huh?

Well, since I have something to work on I guess we're both occupied so it's okay.

Sometimes I Do Wonder

Whether I deserve to be friends with her or not.

There were times we're like sisters but there are times that I feel estranged around her. But most of the time I was wondering whether I'm being myself or just pretending.

I do realise that she's a very private person. But I do want to betold about certain things that she might not tell other people so maybe at some point, I'll feel that I'm somebody in her world.

If only she could tell me... ...yearning for some truth...

I Think I Fell in Love...

.... With that entry of yours! "I'm home"... Hmm~ what's with that all of a sudden? Is that a confession?

I love it. Really.

I'm Home

I was sitting in my room, feeling alone.

This place never felt like home.

There's no picture of me, nor you.

I don't feel like I'm belong in here.



Suddenly, there was an urge surfacing in my mind and I feel like asking myself.

Why am I here? What have I done wrong?

Why aren't you're here? All of these feel so wrong!



I opened my notebook, writing again. Keeping my promise, "5 sentences a day" for you.

At that moment, I realised. It made me feel as if you're here, sitting next to me.

Watching me as I write these words. Glancing at me every 2 seconds, distracting me while I was looking for the right words...



I'm home. With you in my mind.

The Presentation was...

.... A total disaster. Cause out of 5 buildings, others had chose 3 of them so I only got to present 2 of them. Huh

Anyway,  how was your BM presentation? Heard that you spoke in English in between your slides? Really? You did?

Well, can't really blame you for that. You don't really have anyone to speak that language with recently, right?

It's gonna be a busy week so I guess, I'll see you on next entry.

If You Dare...

If you dare step into my world, I hope you're prepared your mind for the things you're about to see.

If you dare step into my world, I hope you're realised that I won't let you change yourself for the sake of settling down with me.

If you dare step into my world, I hope you're equipped with your Beats by Dr. Dre headphone as I'm gonna rock your world with Chopin's pianos and symphonies.

Making Preparations

As you know, I'm busy making preparations for next weeks's 2243 presentation. I have to admit, that I have postponed doing it for I don't know hundredths of time maybe.

I was supposed to do it with that girl from Nigeria but then, she just bailed at last minute. Though it was unbelievable, I think I had it coming. Due to some stuffs going down recently, she probably don't wanna do stuffs with me anymore. Well, thanks to you. Hehe

Anyway, all I want to say is... Can't wait for the upcoming semester break.

I'll see you next entry.

Getting Nervous

Next week is gonna be the final week of lectures and presentation. Hmm. I wonder if we gonna kill the Culture and QSBE presentations! Anyway, it's Saturday and I know you're still working on your working drawing~ ai heard some of your studio mates were required to redo their drawings. I really hope you'll do just fine. I think I'm gonna do revisions some more. I'll see you next week.

私の欲望は．．．

今まで
私はこのような人かもしれないとは思わなかった。

我々が人生で欲しいものがあります。

私も欲しいものがあります。

しかし、
私は人生で最もたいというものが得るためにそう難しいこととは思わなかった。

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう？

Presentation Postponed!

I'm so relief to hear that! Tomorrow I have another presentation and I need some time to prepare for that.

I'm working on the Urban Trail assignment right now. (yeah, we need to post the pictures by midnight!) But honestly, the pictures those seniors took are mostly useless as they don't take them with perspectives or when we look at the picture, we have something to say about it...

Most of the picture either distorted, half-hearted, something weird to look at or just boring.

It's kinda surprise me as what I heard before, one of them is known for his photographic skills. But I honestly don't see it in the pictures they emailed me. What a disappointment!

2 more weeks to go

... and we're gonna say hello to final exams. Though I only got 3 papers to worry but still...

One more assignment for 2243, one presentation for 1230, and a presentation for BM. I still don't know what's next for LS though.

Huh. This semester is definitely crazy!

I Just Don't Wanna Do Anything!

I took the train at 8 in the morning back to the suburb and took the bus back to campus. Though I supposed to be in the class at 8.30, I just don't wanna move and landed my bed instead. 

I know you must be pissed at me for skipping my classes but I honestly don't have any intention to suck any information in form of lectures today. 

I got The Big Bang Theory, the fifth season from a friend recently and ended up watching the whole season. 

Around 5 p.m., I took a nap and got up like half an hour ago. Though I'm hungry, I just  wanna get up and go to the kiosk. Damn! I am messed up!

Okay, you can yell at me tomorrow. 

Trying to Listen

"貴方を愛することに変わりはないから"

I've always wanted to say that to you.

Truth is, there are lots of things I want to do in my life.

First thing first, I wanna finished my study, and start working, maybe...

By the time I'll finish my study, I'll be 26. Probably after 1 year then I'll think of continuing with Part II.

But then, I gotta admit that whenever I look at may lifelong plan, at every point of it, I really want you to be part of it.

I can't imagine my life without you...

The whole apartment... Designed in contemporary style... Just around the big city.

With a living room, 2 bedrooms, one walk-in closet, 1 room for storage, a kitchen, 2 bathrooms, and drying area.

... with of course, KL skyline.

Then we'll have breakfast every morning... coffee and hotcakes...

... then I drive you to your workplace, or our workplace.

... and have lunch together...

... and went back to home together, chatting while 'enjoying' the KL traffic, or we probably just take the public transportation...

going out during the weekends...

hmm... if only we could live a life like that...

“私はどんなことがあっても貴方から離れない”

その約束は絶対に守るから。

Feeling...?

It's raining...

Sometimes, I could hardly think what to do at times like this...

I don't know why... But my mind just can't work in weather like this.

I feel pain on my chest... But I'm not sure why.
I feel sad in some way... and I can't think a reason for it.
I feel suffocating... but I can't seem to understand what's the cause of it.

.... and especially, at times like this, I wanted to be with you more than ever....

It's Been A While

I know it sounds so unrealistic, (looking at both of our situations), that we can see each other all the time. 

Which is why today I'm so sad when you decided to join your friends to the zoo. It's not that I don't want you to but it's been a really long time since we got a day to spend together. 

I guess, spending the whole day in the studio isn't a great way to spend your Saturday. 

All I'm saying is, I really hope that you really did enjoy the trip. 

The First Friday that I'm Aware of!

Usually I only realize it's Saturday or worst Sunday already!

Anyway, I'l be spending the weekend here in the campus I guess. Catching up all those lost sleeping times.

A girl asked me out to go to the national zoo.

Another girl asked me to go to the KL International Book fair...

Another girl planned to do an urban trail with me...

Another girl asked me to help her with her assignment...

I guess, I'm pretty popular these days, huh?

hehe.. kidding. I definitely gonna come to your cube tomorrow...

I See You

Under the moonlight, we sat and watched the stars....

Your studio have that corner, huh?

What a great feeling, I thought....

Just you and me... alone.

Without saying anything, we just gazed into each other eyes...

Hmm... I wonder if we stay like that forever...

Well, maybe not... as I have working drawing practice.

huh. Why we're doing architecture, again?

Wishing that You're Here....

What a beautiful night... As I walked along the road back from the studio... 

All I was thinking about is you. 

I've been thinking a lot lately... 

I've been dreaming about you almost every night.... 

But I don't know why... I have a strong feeling that something is going to happen... 

I just hope it's not something bad... 

How I wish you're here with me.... 

I miss you... when are you going back to CAMPUS!!!!

A Beautiful Morning, Indeed...

Woke up this morning with the thought of you...

"I should probably return to campus today..." well, I honestly thought that.

... and then, I was ended up with 黒執事 marathon~ 漫画もアニメも．．．



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