True Self

A person who has a lot of things in her mind…
Bothered by all the things around her…
Always put other people before her very own self…

Taking what others said so seriously, acts as if the world is laid on her shoulder…
That’s what her friends always said about her…
Even though, the truth…
No one knows except herself…

Sometimes, I wonder…
The person who appears in front of everyone…
Is she really acting as herself? Or is it really just an act?
The reflections of her personality in the eyes of these people…
The thoughts that embedded in the heads of people who claimed they knew her so well… To think that they even called her as
“A very good friend of mine…”

As always, I amazed with the way she actually fooled everyone…
Including myself long ago…
But I can’t help but wonder…
Why these people always ended up believing in her? Is she really worth it?
Well, probably that is not the question here…

You may think that you know her…
You may think that you are one of her friends…
You may think that she is actually cares about you…
or… You may think that she’s gonna be there for you…

Offering her very own hands and trying her best reaching out for you…
But be warned…
You may be wrong about everything…
Every single thing…

… To the very last moment of her life…
Standing closely to her…
Embracing her soul stronger than anything else in the world..
Watching her closely…
Hearing her thoughts every less than one second…
I will be with her…