It's really disturbing me these recent days..
I have this confusing feeling in my heart.
It seems that everything that I came to taken interest into are things that so... I don't know.. messed up things?
for an example, I was in the park last week. I saw an old guy selling balloons and there I thought, "ah, this can make anyone feel happy by having these... even an adult..."
... and then, a friend said right at that moment, that her friend said the same thing too. ...and he is... you know...
Few days ago I was listening to my iPod on shuffle mode, and there's this one instrumental song and I realize it's so nice and I felt something in my heart right that moment... Then, I look at the title of the song,... it's 'Forbidden Act'... What the...
there are other things too... but when I come to think of it.. probably these are just coincidences.. scary ones too!
ugh! I hate myself.
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