Sometimes I Do Wonder

Whether I deserve to be friends with her or not.

There were times we're like sisters but there are times that I feel estranged around her. But most of the time I was wondering whether I'm being myself or just pretending.

I do realise that she's a very private person. But I do want to betold about certain things that she might not tell other people so maybe at some point, I'll feel that I'm somebody in her world.

If only she could tell me... ...yearning for some truth...