Feeling...?

It's raining...

Sometimes, I could hardly think what to do at times like this...

I don't know why... But my mind just can't work in weather like this.

I feel pain on my chest... But I'm not sure why.
I feel sad in some way... and I can't think a reason for it.
I feel suffocating... but I can't seem to understand what's the cause of it.

.... and especially, at times like this, I wanted to be with you more than ever....